Friday, January 30, 2009

Friday Is Here

Did you hear about the bonuses the Wall Street/banking guys paid themselves with bailout money? Anyone still thinking the government is going to be able to pull us out of this collapse?
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Super Bowl Sunday. Arizona and Pittsburgh. Go team.

I wonder what Jerry sits around and thinks about during games like this?
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Skunks move in under our building during the winter. Mornings are rough on the nose.
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I wonder if God sees the potential collapse of our economy/country as an opportunity that will lead people back to Him? I have a lot of thoughts on that idea and actually started a blog discussing it but it was going on forever so I erased it. The idea is that when people have no more possessions to hang on to, they will seek something they can grasp and God is always there, always available, always waiting on us.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Downhill Run

I really don't have much on my mind today or maybe I have a lot on my mind and just can't get it out in coherent sentences.

I really enjoy a Chick-fil-a sandwich. I used to eat them 2-3 times a week in high school and then went for several years rarely eating them. I keep hoping they will put a store in Decatur but it might spoil the enjoyment I get out of eating them because I would be there so often.

We will get to start judging President Obama soon. For everyone who thinks he is a gift from above to those who think he is straight out of you-know-where below but with no real history of proof - the time is coming soon where we can look at his actions and begin to assess what he will be as President. I do have hope for good things but I don't have high expectations. His signing of an executive order to allow funding for international abortions was a bad decision in my eyes but I think it handled it more delicately than his predecessors.

Where is Osama bin-Laden? Someone knows and someone would tell. With all of our high-tech toys and gizmos, I can't understand how he can hide so well.
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Make it a good day!

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

A Bad Day For Red Trucks

With the ice comes replay after replay of the same accident that got caught on film. Yesterday it was a red truck and I saw it a couple of times on the evening news. My wife said it had been on all day. Nothing like a video of a red truck spinning around in circles to give the news folks something to talk about.

What confounds me is when there is ice, they show it all day. We know there is ice and we know the dangers and we know it's everywhere. When tornadoes are coming our way and we don't know exactly where they are, they pop on and tell us to duck and then go back to regular programming. I don't get it. I suppose it's easier to report on something that is tangible and easy to spot as opposed to a tornado that may or may not form but the thing that might pick my house up and set it down in a different town worries me more.

I bet I won't get hired to run a TV station anytime soon.
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On the bright side, Rangers pitchers and catchers report to spring training in just over 2 weeks. Play ball! The Rangers are working on signing Ben Sheets who was a hard throwing pitcher for Milwaukee until some elbow problems slowed him down. If he's healed and the Rangers can get a deal done it will make some games more entertaining. I think if they can run Sheets, Millwood and Padilla to the bump they will be more competitive this year. Millwood isn't a #1 and moving him back a spot could help his confidence. Padilla needs another year like last year and he'll get a fat contract somewhere next year.
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Stay warm and safe today.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Brrrrr

The TV stations will be filled up with ice-talk today. My short drive to work was easy. The ground is wet but not icy along my path although the drizzle was turning to ice on my windshield. One employee who comes from the north hit an icy patch and spun around but no serious damage. It sounds like it will just get worse today - be careful out there.
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Today's scripture that popped up on my blog is one I am finally beginning to understand. “For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms." (See Ephesians 6:12-13) In the past, when the battle came to me, I fought back against flesh and blood which is exactly what the evil forces wanted me to do - move my focus from the real enemy to someone or something that would pull me further in the direction I didn't need to go. I have talked about fighting demons but then tried to assign the fight to something/someone tangible. It's hard to fight the battle against an unseen force when I try to fight the battle myself.

The beauty of what I have finally learned and experienced is allowing the Holy Spirit to fight the battle through me. The glory of God shines when I allow Him to work through me instead of working for what I think would be best and serve His purpose. It has been a difficult transition for me, having to let go of what I thought was best and waiting to hear God's call for me, but it has been a wonderful transition because it has allowed me to see a power that is beyond imagination.

I thank God for allowing me to be His servant and pray that I will continue to open my heart to be molded by Him and I hope this for you too.

Friday, January 23, 2009

Emails

I don't know if the information in this email is correct or not but it's a good story and a good reminder of who God is.

Malachi 3:3 says: 'He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver.'

This verse puzzled a group in a Bible study and they wondered what this statement meant about the character and nature of God.

One of them offered to find out the process of refining silver and get back to the group at their next Bible Study.

That week, the woman called a silversmith and made an appointment to watch him at work. She didn't mention anything about the reason for her interest beyond her curiosity about the process of refining Silver.

As she watched the silversmith, he held a piece of silver over the fire and let it heat up. He explained that in refining silver, one needed to hold the silver in the middle of the fire where the flames were hottest as to burn away all the impurities.

The woman thought about God holding us in such a hot spot; then she thought again about the verse that says: 'He sits as a refiner and purifier of silver.' She asked the silversmith if it was true that he had to sit there in front of the fire the whole time the silver was being refined.

The man answered that yes, he not only had to sit there holding the silver, but he had to keep his eyes on the silver the entire time it was in the fire. If the silver was left a moment too long in the flames, it would be destroyed.

The woman was silent for a moment. Then she asked the silversmith, 'How do you know when the silver is fully refined?'

He smiled at her and answered, 'Oh, that's easy -- when I see my image in it.'

If today you are feeling the heat of the fire , remember that God has his eye on you and will keep watching you until He sees His image in you.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Go Cardinals

There's an email going around about Kurt Warner's story. He's the QB for the Arizona Cardinals and I remember hearing about his struggle to make it to the NFL when he was with the Rams but I had forgotten some of the details. If you want a good read, go to www.snopes.com and type Kurt Warner in the search function. I'll be rooting for Warner and the Cardinals to do the unlikely and bring home a Super Bowl trophy.
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It was a tragic day in Decatur yesterday. A sophomore girl on her way to school had a wreck that killed her. I cannot begin to imagine what her parents are dealing with and pray that I won't have to but my heart goes out to them. Please offer up a prayer for the Lunt family today.
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I never have really figured out the "ask, seek, knock" scripture. I feel like I have asked and sought and knocked only to hear or see nothing. I wonder what's going on that I follow the steps and...nothing. Am I asking for the wrong thing? If that's the case, why ask if I'm not sure I'm asking for the right thing. Am I seeking the wrong thing? If that's the case, why look? Am I knocking at the wrong time? If that's the case, when is a better time?

I am OK with the idea that God will allow us to wait but there comes a time when waiting turns to frustration and frustration turns to apathy but I realize that those are my emotions, my feelings. We used to sing a song that said "Lord teach me to wait..."

I hope I will perfect my waiting skills and will spend my time preparing myself for what God wants me to have.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Barack's Day

Will today be a great day or just a historic day? It will be historic simply for the fact that a black man is taking over the top government job in our country. It's a day that will hopefully allow this country to move on past the obstacle of race. Surely no one will be surprised today that the word "black" will likely be spoken more than any other day and that there will be a large number of black people on TV, in the newspaper, on the radio, etc. And why not? It's a historic day for a lot of people based on how a group was treated in the past.

Will it be a great day? That remains to be seen. It's greatness will be built over time if Obama accomplishes what he has made people believe he can accomplish. Otherwise, it will just be another day a new President was elected that did some good things and failed at others - very similar to the last few Presidents.

I read where someone referred to Obama as the "anointed one" and, if you watch and listen, you can't help but see people who give that appearance - that Obama has come from a special place to do special things. I don't have high hopes for the Obama years so maybe I'll be pleasantly surprised. My hope for his time in office is that he doesn't make things any worse and hopefully gets us thinking not so much about our status in the world but in our compassion and care for people - wherever they are. I hope he doesn't get so focused on the monetary issue of compassion that he is blinded to simply taking from the rich to give to the poor. Instead, I hope he pushes the message of hope and sacrifice and work. A hope that people will work together to try and improve everyone's place in life, the idea of sacrificing our time for others and working daily to grow in our compassion and labor for those who are hurting and those who are in need.

I didn't vote for Obama but on this day, he has my prayers that he will be a good leader and that the decisions he makes will help this country be a better country-not wealthier or superior to anyone else but better in our compassion and assistance to those who need it.

Monday, January 19, 2009

The Crazy World We Live In

For all those people that think Obama winning the Presidency is a historic moment...move over. The Arizona Cardinals are going to the Super Bowl. Now that's amazing!

I jest of course. Tomorrow may be the biggest TV watching day ever with Obama being sworn in. I read last night that this will be the most expensive inauguration ever (something like $150 million for this one compared with $40 million for Bush's last go-round) because of the increased security. It is a historic day in our country and while I don't have much invested in it (I'm a white guy who voted for McCain) I am somewhat fascinated by it simply for the fact that it tells a lot about a country that will elect someone with little experience and a minority to the most powerful office in the country, if not the world. Don't get me wrong, I don't say that as a negative but as a sign of how people are looking for hope, a hope for something better than what they have known or experienced. I don't think Obama is the best person for the job but I do believe he brought a message of hope, of something different and better and people buy into hope - they want to have hope and need something or someone to invest that hope in.

I see it as a double-edged sword because it all depends on where we look for hope and what we look at for hope. I am developing some ideas in my head about where Christianity in America is headed and it is a mixed bag. I am envisioning some scary ideas but also some real hope. I don't know if I'm right or wrong and won't know until years pass but I do know this; if people are looking for hope from Barack Obama, maybe, just maybe they will also look to Jesus for hope when they figure out there is more to hope for, more than what man can provide.

This is my hope, that mankind (or "people") will eventually grow to seek hope in the everlasting instead of the world.

Friday, January 16, 2009

Team Player

Michael Young finally agreed to move to 3rd base to make way for the arrival of Elvis (Andrus). He's asked for a trade and even in agreeing, is still grousing saying he might as well be moving to left field.

I really appreciated one writer's comment. He said "ask Young if he would prefer the Rangers void his contract and allow him to seek his best deal." Of course he wouldn't because it's not likely he will get that kind of money anywhere else.

Young has been exalted as a team player for agreeing to move from 2nd base to shortstop because the team needed it. Now that he is being asked again, it seems the team concept isn't quite as important. I wonder if that's because his first move was to the premier position in the infield and this move isn't.

I can appreciate all the obstacles. Learning to play a new infield position is just that...learning. What Young has worked to perfect over 5 years now has to start all over. The bonus, at least in the eyes of the Rangers, is that it gives the Rangers a little better shot at getting to the World Series. Maybe they will get the idea that good pitching helps ALOT but in the meantime, this is the next step. Are they right? Who knows but I do know what they've been doing hasn't worked so trying something new isn't the end of the world. Oh...and the fact the Rangers pay him millions of dollars a year to play seems like it would give them some input on where people can best help the team.

Anyway, it has happened and now we can say "Elvis is in the building!"

That's my Friday ranting. On a different note, DirecTV now has the MLB Network and I'm really liking it. How did people survive without ESPN and the MLB Network? Wow.

Have a great weekend and remember that God loves you wherever and in whatever condition you are in.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Brrrrr

It's really cold in Decatur, Texas today. It's in the 20's and the wind makes it feel a lot colder.

GMA had a brief clip of guys ice fishing. That's a crazy sport.

Today's Bible verse (January 15) on my blog Bible verse thingy is so true.

I was having a conversation the other day about people displaced from the hurricanes along the Gulf Coast region and some of the things they did. I heard one story about a grocery store having to close down because so many of the refugees (I'm not sure of what the right word should be) were trying to steal groceries from them. One of the people I was talking with had a list of suggestions on how to punish them. Another one suggested what they would do differently if they were in that position and it was at that point that I started wondering what I was thinking. Just a few years ago, I would have agreed with some punishment and had a lot of ideas about what was wrong with them but yesterday all I could think is "we don't have the slightest idea what is going on with those people and why they are doing what they are doing." Those of us talking grew up in nice homes and live in them today. Most of us had both parents at home with stable jobs and went to church fairly regulary at the least. All of us have pretty stable jobs now, nice homes and all the trappings. Our kids don't really suffer for much and we sit in million dollar church buildings wondering what is going on in the world.

Do I understand why the guy who has been living on welfare for 15 years is in the grocery store stealing? No and I certainly don't understand his life. Sure, it's easy to project my thought process on him when I've grown up surrounded by people who cared about me. I wonder if he did? Do I understand the 17 year old mother of two who is stealing food for her and her kids? No and I certainly don't understand her life. I was married and "mature" when my kids were born and I still can't figure out what I'm doing. It's easy to project my thought process on her when my kids have grown up surrounded by an extended family who loves them and cares about them and a church family they see every week.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying someone should get away with stealing but where was I before they got to that position in their life? Where were the people who cared about preventing it as much as punishing it?

I don't have the answers, I'm just wrestling out loud with the questions in my head. I do know that evil exists in our world, that Satan is alive and battling each one of us every day for our hearts and minds and some people are going to give in to Satan but there's some out there that will give in to God if they just see Him. And how will they see Him if I'm His servant who isn't serving those who are looking?

Monday, January 12, 2009

Nada

It's Monday and I have nothing today. Hopefully DirecTV is going to show up today and get my satellite working again. There have been positive points to not having TV reception but I do miss ESPN and CNN on getting weather on the news. Otherwise, it hasn't affected my life all that much.

We had a church basketball game yesterday and another one tonight. I'm not sure I'm capable of playing 2 days in a row. Someone from the other team ran into going for a ball yesterday and I hit the floor. They must make the floors harder these days because it hurt more than it used to.

There's not much going on in Decatur at 5:55 in the morning.

The New York Football Giants (that's what they say in NYC) lost to the Eagles. Super Bowl one year, not so great the next. And I thought Donovan McNabb was supposed to be washed up.

I got up with my daughter early this morning and spent the time waiting on her in prayer. It's something I wish I would do everyday but the discipline isn't there yet. Anyway, it's always good to see prayers answered and I did over the last few days. It's great because it encourages me to keep praying even when I'm not seeing answers to some prayers. I am so thankful God has given us the ability to pray directly to Him. The Lord is soooooo good.

Thursday, January 08, 2009

Thursday Ramblings

I was up extra early today so my thoughts are a mish-mash of mush.

Do you ever go a few days without TV? I typically don't but it has been semi-forced on me because of an equipment malfunction. I've read more and wonder if I should have the problem fixed.

I'm reading the Josh Hamilton book and it's amazing to hear what he went through and see where he is. I have to agree with his assessment that God had a plan for Josh because it just doesn't seem humanly possible for him to have accomplished what he has after his level of drug use. He and his wife have incredibly powerful stories about God working in their lives. The book is called Beyond Belief.

I used a bit of the book in my lesson last night. Do you remember the story of Ezekiel 37? It's a powerful reminder of what our God can do. He can rebuild anything...anything. Regardless of the condition we are in, He can put us back together in the image He designed us for if we will let Him...if we will open ourselves to that relationship with Him.

Josh Hamilton has an Ezekiel 37 story. Other people I know and many I don't have an Ezekiel 37 story too. God is powerful and I just have to be open to let Him work in me.

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

Rules and Such

I didn't cover the Longhorns come-from-behind victory very well yesterday but it was a great game. A bad night for DirecTV to quit working in part of the house so I had to keep myself from yelling at the TV. When OSU scored late in the game, I thought "it's over" and almost went to bed but then thought I might as well see the end...and what an ending it was.

I know Texas was supposed to run away from them but I think one of the problems with bowl games is having a team like Texas that was so close to playing in a national championship game come in to play the #10 team. Not the #4 team but #10. What's the motivation? Pride? Give me a break. These kids played with pride all year and because of the ridiculous system used for college football playing a lesser team just isn't all that exciting. On top of that, take nothing away from Ohio State. They are a good team and had the opportunity to knock of a potential title-contender and the #2 vote getter for the Heisman (another mistake if you ask me).

Until there is a playoff the system will remain highly flawed. No doubt Zero U and Florida should have the opportunity to play for the trophy but they should go through an elimination system with several other schools.
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OK, my other thoughts for the day were going on and on so I'm going to give up because you probably don't want to read that much today. So, here's a shorter thought that is on my mind today - prayer.

I love being able to go to God with what is on my heart. I'm able to speak directly to God and let it out - whatever "it" is. I'm praying for missionaries who have made a profound impact on my understanding of what it means to serve God. I'm praying for friends I love who are hurting. I'm praying for people I dearly love who need physical healing. I'm praying that God will continue to work on me, to break me and build me back into what He wants me to be. I'm praying for many other things and the fact that THE LORD hears me is awesome. The One who created all listens to me. Words fail me.

I got an email yesterday that showed earth compared with other planets and stars and other galaxies with the idea of how insignificant earth is compared with all God created yet He knows the hair on our heads. I just can't comprehend it but I believe it. I hope you will too.

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

Brrrr

It was cold in Decatur, Texas yesterday. My truck still has ice melting off of it this morning so it's slowly warming up.

How about the Longhorns? Can they redo the Heisman award? They should.

Go Gators!

Sunday I mentioned that In Christ Alone has quickly become one of my favorite songs. I think Amazing Grace will always be my all-time favorite but it's a battle. Both songs have incredible messages that have begun to touch my heart in new and deeper ways and both express something that I am only now beginning to really understand...how deep God's love for me goes. I think I have said this before but I have long had a intellectual relationship with God - I understood and acknowledged who He is - but I had resisted a true heart relationship with Him because I still had the desire to solve my problems, to find my way, to take on the mantle of doing the right thing. I am learning that those are all ideas satan wanted me to have so I resisted the incredible mercy and grace God wants to pour out to me. I didn't have bad intentions when trying to solve my problems and, at times, even thought it was what God wanted from me. I took the approach that He was there but He would want me to be out front doing what I thought He wanted me to do - which led me to making decisions that were often not helping and too decisions that were wrong because satan kept popping up even though I didn't understand it at the time.

I have heard people talk about listening for God and didn't get it but I have begun to. I have waited and truly believe I have heard Him. It may be a feeling, it may be a door that opens that is too obvious to pass up, it may be an incredible feeling of peace that comes over me and, quite frankly, is unexplainable but very, very real.

I do know this today better than ever - in Christ alone, my hope if found. My hope to overcome the obstacles of evil today and tomorrow, but even more, my hope for eternity comes from Christ alone. I don't expect or need the promise of a happier today or tomorrow, only a day that draws me closer to my Savior. He came for me, He died for me, He rose again for me. In Christ alone, my hope is found.

Friday, January 02, 2009

2009

I've got to get used to writing 2009 now. It always takes me a few weeks to do it without any mistakes.

I'm always amazed by those people that go jump/dive in a lake while it is freezing and ice is all around them. I don't get it but it makes good video watching some of them get out.

I got to watch some of my favorite holiday basketball tournament earlier this week. It's amazing how fast the game is. Maybe it was that way when I was playing high school ball but it just seems like everyone is so much quicker. There are more and more 6'8" and taller kids every year. Two guys at 6'10" topped the charts this year.

I gave up making resolutions a few years ago but some things that I have been doing are things I hope to keep getting better at. The top two are: (drum roll here -- ha ha) 2. keep exercising and 1. keep growing closer to God through good and bad. Fortunately, neither of these are something I'm starting from scratch and both are important to my health albeit in different ways. I want to have a better life while I'm on earth but my greatest focus needs to be preparing for the best life after this earth.

Happy New Year!